i struggled with addiction, perfectionism, people pleasing, and a very obsessive mind, amongst some other things. went to therapy. continued doing the same shit. went to more therapy. took the time to get to know myself and dive inward. realized that we are all programmed. reprogrammed my mind. broke all the patterns that once drained me. realized that none of what’s in our head is real.
currently i am trying my best to be a part of a world where honesty is incredibly hard to find, where truth is treated like delusion, where most humans can’t think for themselves and are easily manipulated, and where transparency is performative.